Thank You
"We may have taken different paths now but who knows? Maybe we might end up meeting again in the future. Well, that is if our fates are intertwined with each other."
It's been a very long year for me. Many things happened. Some of it made me want to give up, really. But I really do find it funny how I tend to complain on how hard my hardships had been, yet I still manage to get out of it, somehow. Well enough of the drama part, I'm sure most of the ones who read my past entries are tired of these "hopeless romantic" essays. LOL
I'm about to leave this country. Yeah, you read it right. It's on Friday, February 19. I'll be heading in a far away country called Canada. Actually, I was supposed to stay there for almost the rest of my life, but I met someone who made me want to stay (At least, that was, uhm, a year ago?) Now that I'm about to leave, I don't really want to comeback, but because of my half-assed reason last time, I am forced (not really) to return and study here (The reason I gave my family was that I wanted to finish my studies at THE University of the Philippines. Little they know that the real reason WAS a person. Haha)
I wrote this essay to express my gratitude to those whom I've met. I know it's not much, but I hope you like it.
First of all, THANK YOU. I thank you all for everything. J
They say memories tend to fade. No matter how hard you contradict that, no matter which angle u look at it, it IS true. However, I want to keep mine well preserve, everything, yes, everything, especially my memory with her. :D Here is the list of the ones I thank the most (got this style from my friend's note in Facebook, Cherry Mae Cristobal):
•1. Thank You to the one who made me happiest. I'll forever treasure you and continue to love you. J I PROMISE that I'll never forget you.
•2. Thank You to the one who stayed with me even though I know she's tired with all her school works and my repeated blabbing of how I'm tired of living in this world. :))
•3. Thank You to the one who tried to understand me the most. I might have hurt her with my words saying no matter what she does, she'll never understand, so, you have my sorry as well. You're the one who was closest to understand me.
•4. Thank You to a friend of hers who NEVER betrayed her while trying to not betray me as well. You were a good friend. I appreciated everything you've done.
•5. Thank You to another friend of hers who were always there for me as well. I know she's busy with her school works and her own life (ehem, you know what I mean. Haha, I don't want to tell it here because someone who shouldn't know might end up reading is, so it's safer to make it sound this way.)
•6. Thank You to yet another friend of hers who I know she has her own problems but still had time to cheer me up.
•7. Thank You to yet another friend of hers who I had fun sharing things with. Another busy one, but you can always count on her.
•8. Thank You to the girl, who despite of not being able to always talk to her, she responded to one of my group messages, the time when I needed someone to talk to the most.
•9. Thank You to another girl who always gave me the bright side of things even though she always calls me names. HAHA. Even though she's now busy with school because she's about to graduate, she's still one text away.
•10. Thank You to the girl who I always share gossips with. She makes me laugh when I need to.
•11. Thank You to the girl I once liked. She was a good friend to me. :D
•12. Thank You to my friends in my church. They always make me forget my problems.
•13. Thank you to the girl I like the most right now. She's the one who never fails to make me smile. I may be just a friend to you, but you're more than that to me, though that would be the only thing between us, nothing more, nothing less (I guess? Haha).
•14. Lastly, thank you to the one who is reading this right now. The fact that you're reading this right now means I am important to you, even though it's just "a bit". Thank you so much. J
"Chance meeting or fated meeting, whatever you call it, I'm thankful I met you. And I hope to meet you again. J"